So after church today I just sat in my car at the apartment because I didn't feel like getting out in the rain yet. So I sat and pondered everything I had just heard in church service today and thought about all the things God has placed on my heart. So I started writing....
I want to to have a heart that is willing and obedient to go and do to whatever and wherever God calls me. I have no idea what the future holds for me. I do know that the desire that are on my heart are not just there to be there but I believe there will be day that I see each one of the things God has placed on my hear to come to pass.
I have a heart for nations and cities! I want to love on the orphans everywhere and help them find their heavenly father. I want to go to the forgotten and the places most are too afraid to go to. I want to see hope brought to the hopeless and Joy to the depressed. I want to see chains broken from people who have been bound since birth. I want to see people fight for the freedom they thought they could never have. I want to love on the hurting, poor, and lost. I want to walk in the Holy Spirit and I want the Holy Spirit to guide each step and word that comes from me. I want to walk with courage and boldness like never before. I want show God's children how beautiful He thinks they are. I want them to see themselves how God see them. I want to see Hope, Courage, Faith, Love, Joy, and Peace brought to God's children. I don't want to get in the way of what God wants to do through me. I want to go the distance. And I want to go even when I'm scared.
I don't know what the future holds for me but I do know that it is not going to be no ordinary life with an ordinary job. :) God knows the desires of my heart and He knows I love an Adventure! :) Here I am Lord, send me!!
